There's no flame and yet I burn.

2007-11-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

my cutesy little brother glen!

2007-11-13T18:53:00.001+08:00

hahaha.
so my mom thinks im a maid now.

mom:you cannot go out.you never mop the staircase right?

crys:yah.you only said mop the room.

mom:so?mop room means upstairs also right?

crys:no.i will only sweep,vacuum and mop the room.and fold all the blankets and tidy the beds.

mom:well the you clean the rooms are not up to my standered so you cannot better not go out and stay at home for me the whole day tomorrow to clean upstairs and downstairs.

crys:no i will not clean downstairs(folds the clothes)

mom:you better clean and mop upstairs and downstairs for me.wipe the furniture also.

crys:what the glen no need to do anything?marilyn also didnt do anything at all.

mom:marilyn does alot of things in school

crys:glen eh?he only fold clothes.

mom:i say what you do what.anyway no point arguing cos you still have to clean anyway.if you dont clean then you can forget about sleeping in the room tonight.im going to throw all your pillow and blanket and you can forget about sleeping inside the room tonight.

i dont know where the colour code thing disappeared to.
yeah i'm pretty ___ about it.the whole cleaning thing.okay i'm not feeling angry or anything.i'm just feeling normal.
it's just not fair.i have to clean the whole bloody house?and they dont have to do a single thing.shes just bias.well that's what i think!
and like.she never say about mopping the stairs and later she add in
and say i anyhow say she add in.
oh well.too bad then.i dont wanna be so stubborn.imagine my future kid acting like me(if i dont clean the house)well it doesnt get anywhere.well i'm going to clean the whole house now.bye!

2007-11-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

I was feeling pretty more lonely today until sonya called!
we talked on the phone...
then offf to see her new home!hahahah
i remembered she moved in yesterday!
okay,my dad drove me to...bedok station??
i brought alot of things.also dunno for what.
movie dvds,jacket,diary,pen,ipod,phone,tissue paper,food,wallet,jar??hahaha

okay i got stuck in the stupid mrt thing for 5 minutes cos i didnt know how
to go out.stupid!hhaahah.i realised i had to use the underground passage thing.
then waited at the bus interchange for her.
bought her dog spray thing.then bought my macs for lunch.
off to her home!really hotely.DID I MENTION HOTELY?it was great.
love her room especially but not that done yet but it's already great enough.
i like her platform bed!soo cosy.and there's this window at the end of her bed
which i seriously think like...invading privacy.so that's why theres blinds!
but hers is like at ground floor.soo i started imagining like..her future boyfriend
will come throwing stones!(like tristen!in stardust)on her window.and tell her he misses her or something?!HAHAHHAAH

okay..then watch this show Anastacia.i was talking soo much until sonya was like
aiyohh can wait after the movie ornot???*laughs*
then..we went to the playground and walk back-.-
we talked some stuffs in her room on her bed.
and her dog cyrus lied on me.then we talked something funny about it.
then just as i got up.we saw sonya's brother and his friend outside her window
looking at us!hahahahahah.
i wonder if he overheard everything we said!
okay.then off to dinner with them at...century?
then had some icecream and home.
the end.
i just like today.
OH and im gonna work tomorrow so i have some money for myself.
im soo broke thanks to my parents,i have to use up all my birthday money.

2007-11-11T16:32:00.000+08:00

I think it's pretty nice,when you sit by a cafe,with some latte.
a quiet conversation with the ones you love.(friends)
and watch people go by.and the weather's fine.sunny/windy.

It's kinda cool too when you're out with your girl-friends
shopping and trying out clothes!raiding through lines of clothings,
just to find the perfect shirt.and your parents spoil everything by saying
NO to the perfect shirt.

and you go *$&RA(#*$R(#*$A&!!!!
hahahahaa.that was how i felt yesterday!
i saw this super nice dorothy perkin's shirt.
there was this mid summer sale.
40%discount.and this shirt was from $72 drop all the way to $37!
OMG.and my parents said no.
oh well.too bad then.

I really would like to have some tailor made clothes.
it's just soooo vintage like,to have your clothes tailor made.
when i was young.my mom tailor made a dress tailor made all by herself.
haha,that was THEN she had her whole days free to herself.
she's like working now.

Well,nothing much to say.bye!

2007-11-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

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hahaah,i clicked on "take a random quiz" and i happened to take a bridal quiz!

2007-11-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

sick now,today's a friday and im home):
i wanna go out!i feel soooo cooped up staying at home.
tomorrow's a saturday!
YIPPEE.i love saturdays.
it's feels free.

Well alright, okay.
You win; i'm in love with you.

2007-11-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

i just came back home and im feeling sick now,and i am sick.
sore throat and blocked nose+runny nose none stop.
argh that sucks.
today,cheri met at my house at..11,went to downtown east to meet
dom.
then illi came and we had breakfast at macs.
fraser and zain suppose to come..but they overslept.
went to escape and found out the most thrilling rides were under maintainace,so we pay $16.80 for what.waste money.
okay so bused to kevin's block.
met tracy but not the tracy loh.then kevin came down...then jacqueline came and soon this guy..nicholas came..all started smoking.i didnt feel well.
this guy shalihin came,and i always called him saliha.HAHAHA.
okay he brought classifed and kept on insisting he find a job interview.LOL FUNNNY MAN.
haha.okay finnally went to get his hair extentions.look like jet lee at first.
i kept on disturbing him about swinging his new long hair like a girl!hahaha.he swinged and didnt work out and his specs came off!hahhaaha.then i told him to brush his hair aside to seduce people!hahhahaha then he did.LOL.
he cut it shorter.quite nice.
cheri and illi did hair extentions.that looked like high lighted hair.
nice also!hahaha.
i didnt do.didnt wanna..trouble my hair.
so went white sands,then they had dinner.
my parents fetched me to IKEA tampinese and we had dinner there.
YUM.
then went home.
that was when i got really sick):
i felt sick actually but not so serious as now.
oh man,how?
just as when i wanna go for training then i fall ill.
shit.i ponned so many times already cannot.shit how?
i think i'll just pon.health's more important.i'll just face the music later
when im well.

2007-11-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

6 November (Tuesday) beach with daphne.

yours with mine;ours to keep.Yes,for sure.<3heartshaped cloud

I know what she wrote(:

loveyoulikeasister<3lylas>

people who were looking

i think this is funny!LOL

Spent today with Daphne,

really had a great time.((:

had the most beautiful sunset.actually its the first sunset i've spent with someone and it's daphne!and i spotted a heart shaped cloud.

hahahahah all the funnny stuffs with her

eat eat eat!

Thanks Daphne,

whatever we been through...definately was worth while

you're one of the greatest friends anyone could have asked for<3

2007-11-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

4 November(Sunday)Shangri-la.with family;great time.

lobster was the best.ate 5!hahahahah

just look at the deserts.the most beautiful things to be too pretty to be eaten!

derek is jealous!

mom.

happy birthday sis!

Dad

had the best filling day of my life.yes,im contented(:

2007-10-31T16:11:00.000+08:00

wanxin=the cardboard spongebob!

happy times!

oh man im already missing those in 202.

well sentosa tomorrow!

again!hahahah

with cheryl,wanxin,huiying,daphne,bianca,jolene,sonya and syalkillah.

but i think syakillah cant make it.

aww man.

im looking forward to christmas!

i just love christmas.

especially the midnight christmas mass!

i missed that last year):

well though i dont have as much present i had when i was younger.

i just love the carols.

and supper after mass with my family!

roasted chicken,wine!candles,carols.smoked hotdogs!

ill be home for christmas.

2007-10-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

derek,scott,i and the not quite emo yet!hahaha

what the hell is rikhil doing to derek?

MONDAY HAPPENED TO BE AT SENTOSA!
okay my phone is some old colourless phone,chloe's one no batt.
so rikhil was the photographer for the day!

okay,the whole outing was so-called planned by derek!
so thanks derek!
first it was his bigggg idea to wait at kc bus stop at 10am.
then later they walked all the way to take a ten.
might as well as me to wait at the 10 bus stop cos my house has
a ten just less than 50 metres away-.-

so...bought tickets..some show
lars and the real girl.
the show was so boring,we just chaoed in the middle of the show.

then we ate at ben and jerry's?
so expensive for a super small ice cream.
that's why i dont like ben and jerry's.
hahahahha then chloe smashed some ice cream chocolate on derek's chin and the sides!
hahahaha so funny
later chloe was eating.i went to smash some on her nose!
hahahaha
then actually had ice cream but i say no more!
hahahaha
THEN SHE CHASED PEOPLE AROUND WITH ICECREAM.

train ride to sentosa!
scott and derek go change.they suppose to lead us to the toilet.
but bloody hell walk so fast.then cant find them.
then we asked for directions.bloody hell kena walk all the way barefooted to the toilet.
chloe scraped her foot.she was screaming all the way.hahahah.
and i was like.just keep walking,just walk okay?
hahahahaha

then changed...went to play volleyball
chloe scolded them cos she was so pissed off!
hahaa.
okay volleyballed.
very fun!i didnt run much..not for the thing i would have run more.
okay.
they went to swim after that..
i didnt really want to swim.
but later chloe pullled me in.
so no choice since im already in the water.

played some passes?
dares!
chloe had to like..."seduce" rikhil!
hahaahahah and he gave that really scared shrug!
scott and derek rolled down the sand and then in to the water!
and they couldnt stand up straight!
then wanted to give chloe a swing!she ah scream until like fifth element.

uhh later something happened.then i didnt want to play anymore.
then changed.they waited for me for my dad to come!
okay got home.
returned all phone calls i had,computer..sleep.that's all!

2007-10-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

today was a HORRIBLE DAY THAT I HATE.
im so freaking pissed off by my sister
you know what.
she took my ipod.and delete all the songs,
and add in all her songs.like what the hell.
and worse she deleted the ipod libary songs also!
and all my songs are gone!!gone for good):
and waste all my time.you know how bloody hell long it
takes to transfer songs from a cd?
and all the songs i bought in the internet?
#$*#$@#()R%#$*R%!!!!

well,
im quite disappointed.
my parents were like.okay okay.not much feeling.
when they saw my results and i,going to express.
arghghgh.they just cant be bothered.can?
and daddy said i'll have a dog if i go express.
and i worked towards it.
now what?
no dog.argharhgaherghwaeroghoatrhgosafnvJLh!!!
all my life i wanted a dog.
but argsarhgakrghoar.
i think im going mad.

OKAY WHEN I CAME HOME,GOTTEN BACK MY PIANO RESULT SLIPS.
AND IT'S IN THE ENVELOPE.
SHOWED TO MOM.
SHE SAID.GO AWAY.I DONT WANT TO SEE IT.IM SLEEPING.
FINE.
I PUT IT AWAY.
WENT TO SLEEP.
THEN,WOKE UP
MY FUCKING BROTHER.WAS BEING SUCH A BITCH.
HE DREW ALLLLL OVER MY RESULT ENVELOPE SLIP AND CRUSHED ONE OF THEM.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?!
it's like i couldnt hold it anymore.it was the very last nerve he picked on.
then i scolded him and all.he still have the cheek to like.defend himself and calll me badwords.
and say what the envelope is just trash paper made from shit and it's recycled paper.
so what if it's that?
it holds my achievments and part of it too.
arghrghergh.then i cry?he mock at me.
STIL DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY SORRY.ARHTHGHEHR
IM SO USELESS.I CAN EVEN LET MY BROTHER STEP ALL OVER MY HEAD.
it's like,i've been slogging and studying the whole year round.just to please my parents.
play the piano for hours just to attain good results.just to please my parents.
ALL SO THAT I WONT BE USELESS,GOOD FOR NOTHING.
A WASTE OF MONEY TO BE BROUGHT UP ON.
AND THIS IS ALL I GET.
FINE.
I HATE YOU.I HATE YOU ALL FOR ALL THE MISERY YOU CAUSED.

2007-10-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

AFTER CAT PARTY AT PARKWAY!
the pictures are all tombalek.so what happened in the beginning is all at the bottem.

chloe at the arcade

chloe,cheri and i.

nicole,louisa,cheri

chloe,scott

candid!

CANDID TO THE MAX!

candid!

candid!

ADRIAN THE LONG EYE LASHES BOY!

CHLOE'S EYE!

CANDID AT CHLOE DOING HER MAKEUP!

CHLOE!

What we did after class. very little pictures of it though.but it was damn fun.pictures below.

cheri,kenneth

francis and kenneth arm wrestling!

CAT CLASS PARTY! didnt take much pictures though.

Francis!teacher!

DOMINIC CHAN DONG DAI

CANDID

ANDRE,CHERI

SMOKERS

SWING SWING!

PLAYGROUND

CANDID

today was cat class party,last class of the year.

hhaha.

went there early with cheri,illi,rachel,dom,andre,scott,brendan and kenneth.

yeah.decorated the place.

food came.

games,wacko and...minefeild?

hahaha.

then musics.eat.

truth or dare.

after class.

fooled like crazy.damn fun.

after that went to parkway way with

cheri,chloe,kenneth,adrian,dalton,joshua,scott,kenneth,and chris.

ATE AT KFC.

later they went arcade.and i had to go!

delifranced with parents!

thats all

FUN DAY.

2007-10-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

hello,
seriously didnt want to go school today
but mom forced me to.
got to school,really tired.
did mostly nothing in school.
many people missed school.

and im like,really torn apart now. feeling really...confused and mixed.
dont know which is best for me.
should i go or should i stay?
im the only person in class.
will i make it on my own?
it's a really scary desicion.
i dont know much people there
can they be trusted?
if i go,i'll definately miss you girls 202.
thanks for everything you gave me.
happiness,
fun
friendship we all share.
a lesson to learn.trusting others.
and i definately will not look down on you all.i'll definately be there for you all.
deep down,from my heart.
crystal.

2007-10-24T21:35:00.001+08:00

today is a fun day!
okay went parkway with parents.
then later met cheryl,sonya,daphne,jolyn and jacinth there.
then later on jacinth left.
hung around parkway,bored.saw sarah and shuyun.they joined us
took a bus 36 to plaza sing.
then nothing to do,took a 16 to cinelesiuer.
walked around,then wisma.tried on many many many clothings.
talked.FOUND OUT MANY MANY THING about some people(:
hahah.
then far east.walked around and tried many many clothigns.
didnt buy the clothings.i just didnt feel like spending my money.
then stayed on with shuyun and jolyn to buy her wallet.
tried on more clothings!
and finally,bought her wallet.took a train to enuos.
dad fetched shuyun home.and i came home!the end.

2007-10-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

im at home now,everyone's at school!
ponned.hahaha,cos i dont have a school shoe.
and partially i dont feel like going to school too!
really bored at home.
tv has all sort of weird channels in the morning.

almost everyone im close to is offline.
except JOLENE YAP hahahahah
talking to her now.
and im the only one she can talk to right now
cos im the only person online in class!hahahahahaah
she didnt go to school too.

oh man i feel so bad for the cat class party
chloe,I,nicolette,eileen,jacqueline,susanne and some other people
i dont remember are in the games team for the party.

cheri,illi,rachel and some others are in the decoration team.
and they're really working hard.
but our team are like....cant be bothered!hahahahaha.
but im gonna come up with something with chloe.so like...we wont ruin the
whole party.cos it's like not fair because of us the rest cant enjoy.irresponsible right?

and i owe a certain someone.....an alcoholic drink,just cause he's choosy and doesnt like
any other drink than a drink that start's with M!
yeah lah scott lah.so picky.anyway it's just cos it might be your last lesson.
yeah.leave.go lah.i dont wanna see you anymore(:
i cant miss you if you dont leaveeeeeeeee!

i just read a friend's blog.and could really feel her,sadness.
she likes this guy soooooooooooooo wait,loveee this guy sooooo much.
but it's almost impossible.
like they're so near but yet so far apart.
she's dying to see him again,
hahaha,but she could always go to the camp.
joking.
but it's crazy cos she cant get him out of her mind.
but ******* ,he's a instructor or teacher.
imagine falling in love with your teacher....YUCKSKVJSKRVBJ SICK MAN!
okay that sucks.
hope she's feeeling better and able to move on without him.
but there's always pictures!hahahahaha.
i think she can rely on that for now!
next time!for all you know,she'll be next to him.HEHEHEHAHAHAH.

2007-10-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

me,scott>wandering eyes(%

i love this picture,a happy picture of all time!

syakillah,hui ying,wanxin screwed up by me!!!hahahahdd:#)pearlvinder and jolene leaning their weight on me and bianca and sonya about to fall!!

smitten smiles,

candid is what bianca does best!

hahah,no idea what we're doing.

way to go wanxin!

sunshine smiles

here's the pictures.finally gotten it.some reallly look crap but we all dont care cos it's for memories sake.

well,parents celebrated my birhtdya at grand hyatt hotel at scotts road.costs like a bomb.shan't say how much it costs.

today,suppose to go out with bianca wanxin sonya pearlivinder hui ying daphne allll,but they got surprise for me.insisted on pushing it to hallowen.alright,i understand.i love you all.

so scott wanted to meet up with me for dont know what reason.then i thought he just wanted

to meet me only.then after that he say lunch,okay!(:hahaha

had lunch at delifrance,had great fun with rikhil and chloe.hahah,

chloe gave me a tigger,and something else..shant say what!hahah.thanks chloe!!really like the gift!...scott gave a present to me!thanks scott,really like the gift too!reminds me of childhood!

thanks all,alot of people,for the birthday wishes annd song and gifts!really made my day!i love you people.

they went home cos they were feeling tired.yeah that's about all. mom bought like a branded bath robe for me from taka,felt like cashmere.so soft!!

mom cooked for me longevity noodles.really nice.hahahahah

2007-10-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello!
had sooooo much fun with wan xin,sonya,daphne!jolene,ariel,pearlvinder and more these few days!hahahhaha.
okay,results were like shit.so dont wanna talk about it.
im soo dying to go express.but the other is just dying to stay!so a little torn apart..
i got a really mixed feelings and feeling really funny though.
my mom got really mad with me for telling her not to talk cock!
and then my dad sided me,they quarrelled.she got crazy.tried to crash the car at the express way after the casino.serious scare.
got chased out of the bed room.slept on the floor at my grandparetns room.
some luck huh.
im so looking forward to camp.
the end.

but first,
im just a charitable idoit,who believes that she really changed for the better,
when all my good friends and friends around me telling me not to take the risk.
sorry for not believing you all.
cant believe i was there for her all the time,where she cant appreciate my help.
well,hope you're better off alone.

2007-10-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

OKAY THIS IS YESTERDAY'S BLOG,I WAS TOO BUSY HAVING TOO MUCH FUN.
WENDESDAY.
Maths paper was on yesterday,SO EASY,wtf?
then later turn the page.okay i take that back.
totally wrote crap even though i didnt know how to do it.

after that,i felt like exams were over even though the next day
had chinese listening.but who cares.
okay went with ariel,bianca,sonya,pearlvinder,wan xin and jolene
to parkway have breakfast,cos it was so last minute.
ate at KFCs.lots of serious fun and laughter.HAHAHAHA.
took pictures.bianca has all the pictures,so have to wait for her
to come online!
then in the toilet some cleaner was being a full time bitch,instead of working.
she just stare at herself in the mirror,stare stare at us through the MIRROR.
then later scold us.

okay.went giant,stuffs like that,hahahhaha.fun.then alot of people had to go home.
so i went home,cant remeber what i did.
OH,WATCHING TV MOST OF THE TIME.

haha,im look so forward to camp,
but this time round
the school damn,#&$*#(#($
want us to walk from school,all the way to changi?!
probably saving on costs.
hahahah heard said we're grouped according to even and odd numbered
registers.ohhhh #($*#(#$)
i hope that hard-core &#*( is not in our group.acutally,everyone hopes:)hahaha

2007-10-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

i hate this blog skin man,
it says love me! at the bottem.
eeeyuck..hate it.
worst i dont know how to change it!oh well.

maths,studied like mad,in the end
pretty alright.
then at first went home with pearlvinder,
then she wanted surprise cheryl,sonya,shuyun,sherie and sarah.
then when we were at the door,pearlvinder hide behind the tree
and the tree is so skinny!oh my gosh!! what was she thinking man like the tree can cover
her entire body.it cant cover mine too!

then later suddenly cheryl started pinching me and everybody started pinching each other AND WENT LIKE WHAT COLOUR WHAT COLOUR WHAT COLOUR?!?then im so stupid. i was like ouchhh pain let goo and laughing at the same time!then later foudn out that went you see a indian turban you must say the colour of it.HAHAHAH!!
IMAGIN THE WHOLE GROUP PINCHING EACH OTHER AND WHAT COLOUR WHAT COLOUR
DAMN FUNNYYYY

soo bloody dumb!HAHAHHAHAHAHA.laugh until our face all turn red!!
nothing much,saw CHLOE! AND scott,derek with matthew raj. and scott waved like a girl!!hahahahahah.joking!!

then walked around parkway,then pearlvinder wanted to pierce,then she backout,then
left me alone.yah and free show for them,waste my bloody 5 bucks only hahahaha.
then wanted go libray to study,but in the end didnt.no mood.so went home.

GOING OUT WITH WAN XIN AND BIANCA ON FRIDAY,NOT SO SURE IF ONLY THEM.
hahahha bet it's goona be so muchh fun!

2007-10-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

im just gonna use blue!!
cos i have a sudden liking for blue!but!red will always be my favourite colour:)
i used to like roses,red.i hate roses with any other colours,except white and red.
but now,i loveee SUNFLOWERS!! OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY....

I BOUGHT SUN FLOWER SEEDS!AND IM GOING GROW THEM!i had gardening as my hobbie when i was p6.hahahaha.weird right?i grew,roses,soya bean,curry leaf,one funny plant,forgot it's name and 2 others but forgot its name.you know flowers always have weird long draggy names right?

okay something really sucks,
mom and dad fought again.know what?
they fight about these stuffs
*cockroaches
*dirt
*money
*food
*religion
*the buns you know what??!my parents bakes,but daddy only bakes during the weekends

that was what they fought about in red.
it's usual.all the time thing,so it's no big.

going out after exams!!
daphne,wan xin,bianca and rest you should know!!!!heeeeeeeee

oh yeah,im feeling really happy,as in seriosly really willy.
i could just grab anyone near me and just hugg them to death.
got back piano results.
hahahaahhaah.good.

2007-10-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

i think my blog's practically dead
and chloe's been chasnig me to update my damn blog.
but just dont feel like it though,
but that's not the real reason.my bloody msn %$^#*@##@)!!!!
go and die lah.
i think im damn stupid,i went to receive a file from my friend,in the end it was a virus.
then my version of that msn got hijacked and started to auto send the virus file to everyone.
so now whole com crash,cant connect to the internet.so now sneaking into my sister's laptop.

life's great,awesome actually,but just lacking a camera.
great friends,great food,but humid days.
oh yeahh!!
so many things happened.

mid autumn
stayed back from 5-10.30 with wan xin,sheri,daphne and jolene.
damn fun doing cip.
made fun of cheryl tan(cheazmae)
gahahahahaha
some sec1
oh my brother is mr sim and blah blah.i tell you she's the weirdest cheese i ever met.
but she's okay.

then scared some little kids at night by making noises and running across the feild damn fast and sandra thought we were ghosts.

cant remember the rest and cant be bothered.
im soo looking forward to 31st october!only some knows why!!
found out this guy sebastian likes me.known him for like.7 years but never once talked to him.weird.

okay i think school sucks,they're damn bias to the normal acadmic say the express is more important,like what the heck?
and they open all nice little subjects to the express like histroy(that's so way cool.)and for me music.i think it's cos its only im a nobody in maths like you can just throw me a question and i wont know how to do it.i've been failing it since priamry shcool,but now im kinda alright with it.art(i really cant imagine doing 100 of drafts)food and nutritient?i think it's alright,but im pretty more interested in music.i think i really suck at computers.i dont know how to fix my computer,i dont know where is what.and i dont even know hwo to make a dman tag board!

my handphone's dead,i think im only good at spoiling stuffs,
it needs a upgrade!
loooking so forward to tomorrow.
the best is yet to come.
i think the best way for tomorrow to come faster is just sleeping.
like you know THE SIMS?
the computer game.like if you just dont feel like doing anything and you just wanna live tomorrow,you just have to sleep and it only feels like 5 minutes pass and it's tomorrow morning.that's what i do during the holidays.it's cool.
oh and i think im super clumsy when wan xin's around!!!
i was souldering(is that how you spell it?) the wires with the hot iron stuff(i think im gonna just fail dnt.)then i souldered my finger instead and it got chao dah,reminds me of satay,so my first reaction was putting my finger into my mouth and lick it.so it really felt like satay.but it really hurt.even as i bend my finger and its not the first time, lsat time while soulding,my fringe got into the way and my fringe got burnt and it looked like some over processed hair so it looked and felt all wirey.and it had a little spark and for a moment i thought my fringe was on fire,wan xin started laughing like mad.okay,i really dont know what to say right now.so,maybe blog some day later.

2007-08-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello yello dirty red feelowwww.
i know it donnt even rhyme but who gives a hell man!!
its a freee country
my sister just said she could see my buttt crack
and wanted to stick cigareettes in it if SHE could.and i just puulled it up.hahahahJAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHATEVd ER.
im like toooo lazy to actually say everything out like what i've beeen doing since national day..
so im gonnnan just summarize ittt as little as possible...no grandmamama storriesss.

NATIONAL DAY
Got up,yawn yawn,boring day for energized people like me.cos it cant get anybetter.
soooooo started off my morning by watching tv marathons...then gotta bad news froom
dadddyyy,his old pook cheh car brakes broke down.you know something???sometimes i just wished he would just sellll the damn car and buy a new one..but he said.this car is my second wivee....blah.who gives it man.it's a non living thing.
soooo realllllly angry and disappointed.stomped on the bed.
angry.had to miss the every year family thing watching fireworks....
so,watched the ndp on tv.saw cheryl yeeeeeeeee!
okay...then zain callled up,wanted to call chris(biancas bro) to go watch with him,but zain called up.no choice!went with zain...
later caught up with cheri,chloe nad chris(cherrris husband)
walked arounddd..and that blooody sinking sand..
sinked my leggg in.i bet they sinked tooo but i bet the sand jsut wanted my shoe.
then AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
dragged my feet out of the sand.
and i was fuckingly saying fuck all the way
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.non stop.
really fed up!but happy at the same time.
laughing.then used tissue to clean off the mud....
AND THE MUD CAN TAKE THE MUD BACK!
later on zain was like how's the mud??
and i replied,fuck the mud.
then the muds beside me were looking at me...i said..oops.
and i told zain ,shit lah you ( i think something like that)
then zain was like wrong thign to say man.
HAHAHAHAHAH
okay.went home at 11.45
while walking home...(recalling what mom said) if you come home late,you see the gate,sliding door and windows locked,your problem ah.
and i was like.oh crap.hope it's not loock.then arggggh!it's locked!gate...no problem.
throw my shoe over and climbed over the gate...but sliding door and window was a problem.cos the window was locked,so couldnt climb in.so i cant smash the door for nuts sake.so i just banged banged the door till my dad opened it.
nothing happened.mom not angry,
I TELL YOU THIS.
I LOVE MY MOOM FOR NUTS
SHE ROCKS MY BRAIN.
no curfews,nooo grounding...noooo scolding.
HAHHAHA.she was perfectly normal when i came home late.acutally i couldnt appreciate her in the past. but now i cannnnnnn!!!wheee.
okay finish.okay i think my summary sucks.cos i dont think i summarized it at all.well, who gives.you're here to read my post right????

FRIDAY, SENTOSA DAY!
hmmmmmm.woke up...had tv marathon again.
mommmy came home told us we were going to sentoooosaaaaaaa ahhh ahhh ahhh.
yay.
my peetyy pervertoee braddtherrr..tookk hell 1 and the half hours to bathe???!!!
he bathes liike a girl!!!
you know something???i only take half and hour to bathe.
yah.mom really fed up very very very.
okay later on went to sentosa.
mom,complaining huh one train ride 3 doolars per person???so waste money!
oh well.she stilll rocks.
then.toook the tram ride to underwater world and dolphin show....then went home...
hahhahahahaa
i swear if i had a camera id take loaddddds and loads of pictures like mad.
but too bad.wait till end of year.
but anyway words gives you the visual image in your brain....so you get to train your brain power without the use of pictures!
okay.nothing much.it was fun anyway.
one thing i love going out with my mom.
she does the station of the cross,if you dont know what it means,
every stop she goes,, she buys fooood!!!yippeee!
eat eat eat.
mom said:i'll only give you enough money to come back home broke,why go out eat for what???at home have foood already go out eat.
crystal:can just give me 10 bucks?
mom:nonono.
sooooo that's why going out with my mom is the best thing.foood.
i dont care if she doesnt buy me clothes.

SATURDAY TODAY!
today was a normal day for normal people like me.
well,woke up, had a tv marathon.again...actually i wanted to study geog.
but my favourite tv series came up.man vs wild.
hahahahah.who gives.then finally!managed to settle down and study.
studied at the garden porch.full of wind.breezy.
thennn went to the massaging chair,felll asleep,
woke up an hour lateer,got ready for cathecism class,
then off i went.nothing much in class.only the lsat lesson was funny.
hahahaha.
okay.went of to parkway.mom was talking to the spectacle shop boy.
complaining like a little girl.about the specs.
then later went to the medicine shop,bargain for the tea that could slim her down!!!
hhhahahaa.
then went to east cost jumbo to have seeafoood.ordered 2 male chilli crab.
i ate 2 pincers.
full of meat.yum.
had loads of other stuff like crispy butter prawns,scallops with brocolli,chilli crab,fried rice,steam buns,satay.coudlnt finish at all.then toook a walk at the beach and went home!!!!
good day today!

2007-08-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

today had a prettty alright day at school.
just that today i was walking into school with wan xin
and we were laughing like cos both of us were the only ones
blowing nose and both of us were next to each other.hahaha
hmmm.brought food for the 7 of us.
nothing much.blah blah.
after school,had some crappy national day cheer stuff.
then had malay dance.
very very very little people came.so in the end just dance for 15 mins
and just slack for the rest of the 45 minutes watched ashriqah and aminah dance for their cheer.
then went home...played floorball and piano.
that's where the sucking shit part comes.
my mom was just being a pain in the ass.
she ask me where her stupid clothes were.then i said i dont know
then she asked me like 5 times.then i shouted at her.
sometimes i wonder if she's just deaf or am i mute.
then she trashed me with stuff.
ouch.
then she told me to bloody find her stuff in an hour time if not she'll wack me.
like wtf?
then i find.she say im not finding.argh.bloody.then i walked out of the house to the
coffee shop.dont want to see her damn face.
okay.then she went out.great.then had dinner,jolene yap called,talked alot for 27 minutes.
but seemed only 5 minutes.
then nothing much.
sometimes i just wonder,
what ever happened to best friends?people dont trust each other anymore.
ahhhh i really need a new handphone.
bloody sony errcison
dropped it in the toilet bowl like in jan 1
i've beeen putting up with the old lg phone.i jsut need the camera.cos of that.cant camwhore
with friends.then i have to like ask them to send me.
argh.dont think i'll ever get a new phone.

2007-08-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

I guess school was boring big time the whole day.
didnt really crap that much in class.
especially me today.except in maths class i was like
which question are you at?
mr lim asked me which question are you at?
the 56kg of potatoes...
then people sniggered.
hhahaahaa.stupid!!!im never paying attention in maths class.
sometimes it pays to be nice,people just take advantage of the situation.
like ***********
when she needs help,crystal can help me this,crystal follow me here and there.
then when i need help.never reply me.bloody hell.
selfish pig.not pig then what.
whatever.wasting time on her.
zain,if you're reading this,you're the bestest friend everyone could have in the whole
wide big world.
im telling you,i only know you for a month,and damn.you talk to me like you know me for 10 years.
Umar if you're reading this,soorry but i didnt ignore you on purpose.thanksss for all the help support neeeded going through that shit.
had floorball today,as usual,
stella talking to floorballers,
your passes all suck
you all cant even receive the ball properly
and you run soo slow i can sleep.
but surprisingly we did well in the nationals...
test next week,and really scared.i didnt study since the start of the term..ahhhhhh
but it's okay.i know i'll be fine.
oh yeah.and yesterday,went tm .bianca invited me to go out,so cheryl and sarah went along.oh yeah.not forgetting catherine too.
ate at macs,then walked for 5 minutes and go home.hahahaha what the.
saw scott at the bustop,that crazy sareeta talk balls.i wish i could just shove more balls into her mouth so she wouldnt be able to speak.hahaha
nothing much.
going to ariel's dance competition on saturday at the DXO.
had no idea what was it.so it was an underaged pub.
i asked my mom to come along and she was asking what DXO was.
and i said i had no idea!
well,better to ask her along then to let her find out what it was.
cos probably she wouldnt let me explain the rest if i told her it was an underaged pub.
so might as well bring her there first so she can catch me not hanky pankying!hahahahahaha
thats what i think she might think.but im a good girl.

2007-07-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED MY ENTRIES.
alot of things happened..but i just really cant be bothered
to just type it all out or to even summarize it.
yeah!
mr lawerence is leaving us to saudi arabia!this week is a sad week.
lots of sad news.
1st mr lawerence is leaving..
2nd someone's 7 year old son whom i just saw jumping happily 2 weeks ago outside church
died..
3rd made someone cry.
its only 3 points,but still alot to me.
mr lawerence is like the nicest and friendliest teacher ever.arghhhhh:'(
today didnt go out.had chinese exams next week and plenty more exams next week.
recess i sat with hui ying and friends!hahahahahaha.
practically with her almost the whole day.cos someone occupied a big space where i should sit!!
hahahahahahahahahaha.
never mind.
ariel's having some dance competition at dxo.and i heard it as expo and they were laughing and
calling me a loser!
i dont know if i can go.it's some pub thing...underage pub.
hahahaha.
oh yeah.i wrote my phone number in huiying's book.
then i was like.
hello hui ying:)feel free to call me when you feel like jacking me!
you can also call me to:
*talk cock
*talk balls
*talk shit
*talk crap
*talk bitch language
*talk homework
*talk go out
*talk rubbish.
hahahhhaha.nonsence.
then had some photo taking stuff for mr lawerence.
i wish to go arabia someday!and get lots of aladin clothes!and a lamp!

2007-07-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DAY!
Today was a happy day!
i'm sure yours was just as great too!
Today had some dance thing at school.
that dance instructor didnt come!
probably was too pissed off!YESSSS nobody likes her man!
then had english.hui ying syakillah and i were like playing with post it notes
that i brought to school today!gave wan xin $4 to buy a cute pencil case for me!
then nothing much went on in school.ohh yeah.
hui ying and i were like arguing damn funny.
crystal:you're mean to me,why must you be mean to me?(singing)
hui ying:cos you're open minded and i'm closed.
crystal:huh what is that suppose to mean.
hui ying:you scold never mind one,other people scold can.
crystal:fine lah!! now im close minded.(close the lift door action in front of my face)
what the fuck you want lah fucker??!!(shouting)
hui ying:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.since when you so fierce.
she's always so mean to me:)that ass-jacker who loves to jack me!
then....nothing much went on in schooool.bloody im sooo broke.cos of that charity thing!

after school went to the bus stop with cheri,she went over to my house and went to church after.
met daniel there.walked to the beach!both of them had to slower down their pace just to keep up with me!hahahahahahahahh!
then went macdonals.waited damn long....chris came over.then we ate.cycle.chris and cheri roller bladed while daniel and i cycled!swear the both of them were damn cartoon and cute!
he didnt know how to rolller blade!then later on daniel and i cycled off without them cos they were slow on rollerblades.we cycled off to the sailing centre then we cycled back to bedok jettty.
he was damnnn tired.written all over his face,i could easily read it like a book!
then we met cheri and chris there.we were like..just now until now you two only roller blade until here ah?!hahhahahhaha.then said we cycled damn far!
then we went to the end of the bedok jetty and YEAH.went to buy drinks...then walked home
with daniel cos it was on the way and yeah:)
today relax alot at the beach.took my whole lot of mind away.
happy day!:)

2007-07-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

School's been better than ever.life too:)
arggh.yesterday dont know wassup with my bloody stomach.
what an assssssssss.totally couldnt digest the food the entire day.
then felt so bloated.then at night finally vomitted it out.i think my maid tried to
kill me!!well,today feeling the same too.
school was fun!
i was suppose to be in school before 7 and i was like "hurry up daddy im late!"
cos it was already 7.05.got to school at 7.10.looked for Ariel,Nadia,Nisha and Syakillah
backstage,suppose to change and make up for the racial harmony dance.couldnt find them.
in the end found them at the toilet.
Nadia lent me her chinese chiong siam shirt.(suprisingly she has that cos i dont even own one!)
blue in colour.very nice.wore a skinny jeans along with it.all of them looked...malay?hahahha
well,we practiced our steps sooo many times to make sure we'd get it right.

well,then off we went
down at the backstage toilet to do our eyes.THANKS ARIEL!
she was like"crystal can you bend down i cant reach your eyes."
then later she put so thick!ahhh.
then in the end i had to do it myself.haha.i dont look good with eyeliner at the lower eyelid.
sooo.it was finally our turn.ARIEL DANCED SUPER NICE
SO WAS NADIAH AND NISHA'S BELLY DANCING.
then later it was my turn and all of us did hip hop.good thing i didnt screw up like i did in the audition.

blah blah blah..then had lessons as usual.had geog..then lit!!!!
was the funniest!mr lawerence read for us the dripping tap.in the end..we decided to do
work on our own(which we did not)
then later i start with something hui ying found it coool!
i asked wan xin to snip a lock of hair for me!then later i stuck it on my diary.
then i wrote.a lock from wan xin's hair! then ummairah,syakillah, hui ying and i started snipping
off our hair and paste it in my diary!
then started comparing hairs!mine was the thickest and blackest.natural.
ummairah was brown.
then later on...i was like....i want a lock of...MR LAWERENCE'S HAIR!!!!!
then...that silly syakillah!go tell mr lawerence that i wanted a lock of his hair.
WE ALL LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY.
then he was like.sure sure no problem!
wan xin:omg really ah.
mr L:i dont CARE!!itll grow back anyway!
then syakillah snipped off a lock of his hair!ahahahahaha couldnt believe it!!
stuck it in my diary!
stuck in the memories!

well later on had steam boat with hui ying,bianca,shu yun,sherie,cheryl,cheri,feng ou,wan xin and susanne.then went separate ways.cheri,feng ou cheryl, shu yun and i went back to school for cca,
then had malay dance.
at the hall.no seniors!yeah!!!!
cheri and i agree that with them around..quite stressful to dance with.
and i dont have to see ******'s bloody face!
then i went home.and now im blogging!ohhh.and found out.my maid was fired!
and there's a new maid called annie.
damn nice.hahaaha.

might be looking forward to tomorrow!:]

WHEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-07-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

This isnt really gonna be a long post!cos i really cant be bothered to do so!
yeah!to my maid:you're fired!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
a week ago.found out my bloody lap charger snaped!looked like someone...SNIPPED IT OFF!
bloody computer hibernate!in the end charger costed about $80? Mom was super pisssed!
Quite normal,almost everyday something breaks in my house!
So when i finally get to use the computer,
damn.itchy backside go change password!then at night when i came home.
OH CRAP WHAT'S MY PASSWORD!
then the next day spent the whole day trying to retrieve my password.bloody msn.totally didnt help!but i wasnt going to give up for nuts!lose all my contacts accumlated from 3 years?i dont think so. Finally after randomly trying to guess the password!YAY.never gonna change my pasword anymore.

Right now having a blooody bloated stomach!Well,im going out with someone on friday!hahahahahahahaha.
sitting next to hui ying and syakillah is fun!hahahahaahha those little 2 bundles of JOY!

2 July monday youth day

2007-07-08T11:31:00.000+08:00

2 July monday, youth day.

cheri and i at vivo fashion city.she's looking as hot as ever.
spicy just like hot sauce.

depicting her super-cute look(:

i didn't have the chance to post this blog .
went out with cheri chris and zain to vivo to watch transformers.swear i nearly got deaf and freezed in the theater.bloody cold. the sound system so loud.my food in the plastic container was like vibrating.so were the chairs.transformers.nice.went to try out dresses with cheri.though i didnt buy this dress i love it alot.oh yeah.i was like telling zain.you owe me 40 cents.and yesterday.he ahhh!keep on tellling me i owe him $4.10 for the blooddy chicken rice.after all he ate half my share!!!at lease i say one time right?hahahahaha what the heck.funnyy man.

EMDD NIGHT(:

2007-07-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

EMDD NIGHT(:

YOOHA.
Today was the day of emdd.was so excited and all!
woke up about 11 plus cos SONYAAA
wokkee me up(:
then we had a chat and all.then my mom called up.
after putting down,chloe called.had a very long chat with her
til 12.2p.m and she had to hang up to get ready cos she needs to
take 1 hour to get to cheri house.hahhahaa.both of us hadnt bathe or
brush-teeth.soo after putting down,go bath brush teeth!

left for cheri's house.cos i was already late.suppose to be there like 2 and it was like.2.05!
stand in the bloody burning sun
for 5 minutes.finally got a cab.got down saw cheri and chloe.both of them looked
feminine.hahahahahahahahaaa!you know what i mean chloe!(:
cheri tied 2 pony tail! so cute!
then went up.lent chloe my masacra.brought stilettoes for her.but it's too tight.
heee.went to doll up and all.all of them look so hot.then straigtened hair.cheri's mom
is just the best lah!it was soo fun.
then rushed to cathecism classs.thought we were late and allll.in the end.one of the first.
then class was really empty.
lol.rush for nothing.then class was boring.it wasnt joint.and very little people came!

later went 5 star chicken rice to eat.i swear that stupid bloody 5 star chicken rice
more like 1 or 1/4 star chicken rice.eat so little $4.10. xiao.i can only taste SOYA SAUCE.
then went home and change and rushed for victoria theater.everyone looked hot and glam.
emdd rather boring.but i love the dramas!the stupid chinese drama."IM THE STAR PRINCESS CONTACT ME AT 1793905508." then got one funnny picture of her.damn funnnnnnnnnny!!
and naomi at the living room.hahahahhahaah.funny too!the dance...was quite cult.but nice at the same time!nothing much...went home and ate lasagne from pasta mania.sucked alot.

i shouldnt have message you at all.right now.im feeeling incredibly stupid.
shitty feelings..

YOOHA.

2007-07-05T18:44:00.000+08:00

This is my sooo very first entry.
First time im posting because i can never be bothered with blogs.
Well.Let me find other things to do...before i can post something real
interesting.like.wowwwww.
Well.i think im going to make it low key.
dont want people to know much!